Brandy loves the babies.

Shadow watching the twins. This is one of my very favorite pics

My little Shadow Boy

Well I am hanging out at home. I do not have the girls today. Lets see since I wrote last time my litte Shadow dog has passed away. He is now with Damo up in heaven. I sure they are running around and having a great time. Shadow died at home which I am glad I didnot have to have him put down. I miss him running through the house and squeeging his toys. I miss his barking, but most of all his love, and his endless licks.


Since Shadow died I have been trying to keep Brandy busy, because she does miss him. They were together for 9 years. I have been taking her for walks which she loves. You cannot even say WALK or she runs to the table where her leash is at, so if I plan on taking her I have to spell Walk. Once she learns how to spell I am in trouble.


I miss Damo so bad. It is time to start into the holidays again which I refer to as pure hell. The pain does not go away you just learn to live with it. I miss him today as much as I did the day I lost him.


Mike has been as busy as ever at work. Today is his Friday off. So we are just hanging out at the house.


It has been so hot here. This week about 3 days were over 100, so I say bring on the cold weather. I love it to be cold, I do not like it hot.


Well that is it for the day. God bless everyone

My Babygirls Tash, Kayden and Dakota 9-4-2009

Cy 9-4-2009

Been a while since I posted to blog. I am in Orange right now and will be heading home to San Diego tonight at about 5:00. Came to visit my Mom and Bill as it has been a while since I have seen them.

Shadow is moving around a lot more since he has been on the antibiotic. He has been on it now for about 5 days. He has been a little more active then he had been. He hates having to take all the pills and will try not to swallow them, so it takes a bit to get them down. He is still wagging that helicopter tail of his and wanting to lick you like crazy. He still has a lot of love to give. Brandy has been a little more active with him the last couple of days.

Went to see Tash, Cy and the twins on Friday. My two little babygirls are growing up so fast, it is hard to believe that on Halloween they will be one already. I will be going with them, Tash and others sometime in October for their first trip to Disneyland. They may seem to young but believe me when I say they are not. The sounds, the sites and the characters will catch their attention. I had Damo out there before he turned two and he loved it and after that he and I were always out there. So I know the twins will go in October and then their Mom will have them out there all the time. We often laugh about the fact that when her and Damo were growing up that we were probably out there at the same times and just didn't know it. Disneyland is the Happiest Place on Earth, that I know. You walk in the front gate and it just hits you. I am real excitied to be out for the twins first time there. The twins are so darn cute and lovable. My babygirl Tassia makes a great mommy which I knew she would without a doubt.

We were on vacation from Aug. 10 to Aug 28th. We were in Chicago to see Paul, Laurie and the kids, Joe and Jerry and we also saw Mimi while we were there. We went to the Cubs game and then to Milwaukee to see the Brewers play my Padres. The Pads won and I still even got to see Trevor Hoffman so all was not lost. I got a Tony Gywnn foulball. It came up by us and Paul got it and gave it too me. I was excited. We them went to SC to see my Dad and all of my family on my Dad's side and my Mom's side. We had a great time. Family and friends have become so very important to me after the lost of Damo. It is not that they were not as important before he passed but it does make you see and understand how your life can change in just one instant of time. So it mays family seem so much much more important then ever before.

I miss Damo everyday. He is the first thing I think of in the morning, the last thing I think of at night, and thinking of him many hours of the day. It is a pain I have had to learn to live with and a pain that never stops. He was, is and will always be my babyboy.

Well That is it for the day, hopefully I will post more often now. I also am trying to redo Damo's web site on myangeldamo@zoomshare.com. I am resizing pictures and just taking my time with it. If you get a chance visit the site look around and then also go to the links site and look at some of his other sites that I have done

Love to all

Jackie