Well today is February 23, 2009, and on February 12, 2009 Damo has been gone three years. To me it seems like yesterday. This is the just about the most life ending exprienece. I miss him so bad and I wish I could be with him. His birthday is coming up on March 11 and that is a day that instead of all the happiness, finding him the many presents he wanted and birthday cake for friends and his birthday flan that Grandma made just for him, we will instead be out at a cemetary celebrating his birthday. He would be 23 on his birthday. My life as been so changed by this, that I cannot even begin to explain it too all of you. I cannot even began to tell you of the heartache that Mom and I go through everyday. The pain some days is so unbearable that I wish I would just go to sleep and not wake up.Please keep me in your prayers, because as the years go on the pain seems to get worse. It has not gotten any easier. I miss him so bad and the pain is never ending

Love to all,Jackie

Reposted from February 25, 2009