My 5 Baby Girls Elly, Kylie, Dakota. Kyra and Kayden

Kylie, Dakota, Kayden and Kyra

My 3 Babygirls with 4 of my 5 little babygirls

My Kids; Love You

Elly, Dakota, Me, Kayden, Kyra and Kylie; Me with my grand-daughters

This is the cover of my book

Well I have pasted Damo's birthday and it was a heartbreaker. We are actually going this Saturday March 21, 2009. His family and friends are going out for his birthday. He would have been 23 years old this year. I just can't stand that he is gone. It still hurts as bad as it did the day he died. I know now that I will never get over this and that I just need to learn to take it day by day. The pain will always be present and I just have to learn to endure the pain. He is my life and my love.

Well my book is out now. I an't believe it. The actually release date is May 9, 2009, but the publisher's have it for sell on their web site. It is Publish America, then you go to online store. When you get to that screen you type in My Angel Damo and the book will show up. It has been a work of my grief and my pain and I hope to help someone else who is going through the same pain as me.

Well my Grandkids are all growing up. Kyra turned 7 on November 8, 2008 and Kylie will turn 4 on April 8th. The twins are 5 months old and Elly is 15 months old she was one year on December 18th.

My kids are doing great and keep me going day to day. Damo's friends have been so great to be and I love each and everyone of them.

I am babysitting Kylie everyday and I take Kyra to school and pick her up. She is doing real well in her studies. Her reading is great and she loves math. She is just in 1st grade and they have already got her working on money. Kylie has started a class on Thrusday's called Smart Start and it helps to get them ready for school. It is an 8 week class. She likes it and everyday she says is it time for me to go to school.

Mike is as busy as always at work. He has so much to do and works from early in the morning until about 7 at night. I hate that he has to work so many hours.

Rachel is doing real good. She has been working until 6:45 except on Friday's.

Mom and Bill have been in San Francisco and came back yesterday. They were taking a little rest and relaxtion. Mom's friend Mary came in from Texas and she will be with them until Saturday March 21.

Stacy and Logan are doing ok. They are skiing in Lake Tahoe this week and having a great time.

Baseball season starts on April 6th. We went ahead and got our half season tickets again this year. We were not going to at first, but we dedcided to go ahead and do it. I of course am so mad that they got rid of Trevor Hoffman. He was with the Padres for 16 years and now he is with the Brewers.

Well that's is for today. Take care